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Name: Michelle
Birthday: 2/23/1988
Gender: Female


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Tuesday, December 27, 2005

"Don't Forget To Remember Me"

18 years have come and gone
For momma they flew by
But for me they just drug on and on
We were loading up that Chevy
Both tryin' not to cry
Momma kept on talking
Putting off good-bye
Then she took my hand and said
'Baby don't forget

Before you hit the highway
You better stop for gas
There's a 50 in ashtray
In case you run short on cash
Here's a map and here's a Bible
If you ever lose your way

Just one more thing before you leave
Don't forget to remember me'

This downtown apartment sure makes me miss home
And those bills there on the counter
Telling me I'm on my own
And just like every Sunday I called momma up last night
And even when it's not, I tell her everything's alright
Before we hung up I said
'Hey momma, don't forget to tell my baby sister I'll see her in the fall
And tell mee-mal that I miss her
Yeah, I should give her a call
And make sure you tell Daddy that I'm still his little girl
Yeah, I still feel like I'm where I'm supposed to be
Don't forget to remember me'

Tonight I find myself kneeling by the bed to pray
I haven't done this in a while
So I don't know what to say but
'Lord I feel so small sometimes in this big ol' place
I know there are more important things, but
Don't forget to remember me
Don't forget to remember me'


Saturday, October 22, 2005

Wow..I just realized how long its been since I updated this thing!  Crazy!  Where to start..

Natey:
-He's about to be 11 months old
-He turns one on November 28th... ((shocked))
-He eats table foods now all the time...
-He's trying to walk...he furniture walks and pushes his walker all over the place but he hasnt quite got the balancing thing down. 
-He FINALLY sleeps through the night..
-He went to the nursery at the church for the first time ever the other day...I almost cried.
-I am teaching him to sign and he can do the sign for "more" and "eat" really well...and sometimes he'll copy you if you do other ones.
-He wears 18 month clothes...lol..big boy!
-He's gonna be Kenny Chesney for Halloween...Overalls with rolled up legs and no shirt underneath and a cowboy hat.  haha

Me:
-I'm still working at Basel's...blah
-I'm still going to college...I dropped a class though so I am only taking 9 hours.  I'm making B's for the mostpart.
-I've been struggling with life lately...but I keep going...I have my best friend Lauren to drag me along....kicking and screaming if need be! 

That's really about it...k bye!


Friday, October 21, 2005

My world is closing in
On the inside
But I’m not showing it
When all I am is crying out
I hold it in and fake a smile
Still I’m broken
I’m broken
Only one can understand
And only one can hold the hand
Of the broken
Of the broken

When no one else knows how I feel
Your love for me is proven real
When no one else cares where I’ve been
You run to me with outstretched hands
And You hold me in your arms
Again

I need no explanation of why me
I just need confirmation
Only You could understand the
emptiness inside my head
I am falling
I am falling
I’m falling down upon my knees
To find the one who gives me peace
I am flying
Lord I am flying

When no one else knows how I feel
Your love for me is proven real
When no one else cares where I’ve been
You run to me with outstretched hands
And You hold me in Your arms
Again

I have come to you in search of faith
Cause I can’t see beyond this place
Oh You are God and I am man
So I’ll leave it in Your hands

Building 429 - No One Else Knows

 

You say you're falling apart.
Reached the end of the line.
Just looking for your place in an ordinary life.
No one calls you friend.
No one even knows your name.
You just want to feel loved instead of all the pain.

You no longer have to say.
No one's listening anyway.

Come here and cry on my shoulder.
I'll hold you 'till it's over.
I'll rescue you tonight.
Let my arms be your shelter,
You're hiding place forever.
I'll love you more than life.

You're wearing a frown.
Gven up on hope.
My heart is reacing out.
More than you will ever know.
Is your burden too much?
Is it more than you can bare?
I'll help carry the load if you're willing to share.

You have had some hard times.
Had thorns placed in your side.
I know about what you've been going though.
Tears of pain are falling down.
It hurts so bad you're crying out.
Your problems wont last forever.
Let Me put you back together.

Overflow - Cry On My Shoulder

 

Thanks so much Lauren for showing me those!=)  Love you girl!


Wednesday, July 27, 2005

Got a picture of you I carry in my heart
Close my eyes to see it when the world gets dark
Got a memory of you I carry in my soul
I wrap it close around me when the nights get cold
If you asked me how I’m doin’ I’d say just fine
But the truth is baby, if you could read my mind

Not a day goes by that I don’t think of you
After all this time you’re still with me it’s true
Somehow you remain locked so deep inside
Baby, baby, oh baby, not a day goes by

I still wait for the phone in the middle of the night
Thinkin’ you might call me if your dreams don’t turn out right
And it still amazes me that I lie here in the dark
Wishin’ you were next to me, your head against my heart
If you asked me how I’m doing I’d say just fine
But the truth is baby, if you could read my mind

Not a day goes by that I don’t think of you
After all this time you’re still with me it’s true
Somehow you remain locked so deep inside
Baby, baby, oh baby, not a day goes by

Minutes turn to hours, and the hours to days
Seems it’s been forever that I’ve felt this way

Not a day goes by that I don’t think of you
After all this time you’re still with me it’s true
Somehow you remain locked so deep inside
Baby, baby, oh baby, not a day goes by

Not a Day Goes By - Lonestar


Saturday, July 16, 2005

I do believe its about time for an update!  It's July so it's been atleast a month!  lol!

Well lets see....

I'll start with Nate...
-He's 7 months and 2 weeks!  wow!
-He weighs 21 pounds (if not more already)
-He is starting to try and crawl.  It doesnt usually work very well and he ends up busting his face.  Poor guy!
-He sits up totally independently now for as long as he wants to.  He'll play with toys and all that good stuff sitting now.
-I started introducing meats to him this week because he's been waking up 4-5 times a night to eat and we thought maybe some meat before bed would help.  Which is does!  He only wakes up twice now!
-He got his first tooth in!  yayyyy!!  Big boy!
-His favorite food is Apples and Mango's....haha


Lets seee.....MY TURN!

Work:
-It's crazy!  Our recreation director and team coach quit on us a few weeks ago with no notice whatsoever (litterally...a few hours before her class started).  So uh, I got to take over Rec and this other girl took over team. 
-I got a raise!  woohooo!
-ummm...I work too much....=P
-I was supposed to go to this camp (July 19th-24th) because our Team Coach that quit said she wasnt gonna go.  But then two weeks ago she told me she was gonna go...but then Thursday night I got a phone call that was letting me know she wasnt going and I was.  But I really dont wanna go because I dont wanna leave my baby boy for 6 days so this other coach beverly who is super awesome is gonna go for me.  yay!

Random Stuff:
-I dropped my summer class...so I dont have to do that!  yay!
-Mark fixed my car today!  yyaayyyyy!!!   Thank you soooooo much Mark!!!!!
-I'm kinda sorta seeing this guy...I don't know.  Will definitely tell more when I know more! 

I can't think of anything else....I will add more if I think of it! 



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